i am up waiting for steve to get in from this last hitch, its been a month since he was home. with this comes a feeling of opening up a fortune cookie and seeing what i get and the other like seeing how much is in my savings account and seeing i dont really have much saved, not like i should. this life here is like a saving account, sometimes i invest in it and do the right thing like i am suppose to, and sometimes i spend "life" on other things, other people. it is not with quilt or a secret to others i dont believe that i want to invest "life" in my girls and grandchildren as much as i can from this island i have put myself on. its not a bad life here, its just not filled with all those i love , i feel like a quest here and keep waiting to go back "home".
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